for what they had done not for how they had treated me they were sorry because I was finally standing up for myself I pulled my hand away you know I used I wonder how different this conversation would be if I didn’t send you all money every month my father cleared his throat Rachel I held up a hand no really what any of you even be trying to smooth this over if I weren’t your personal bank account no one answered Lisa had the audacity to look offended that’s not fair we care about you I let out a soft laugh you care about what I can do for

you mark rolled his eyes oh my God here we go again you always have to play the victim maybe we didn’t invite you because we didn’t want to deal with this exact kind of drama I arched an eyebrow then you won’t have to deal with it anymore the tension in the air shifted my mother’s expression licked with unease my father looked down at his plate pretending to be uninterested but I saw his fingers tighten around his Fork Lisa’s mouth pressed into a thin line and Mark Mark just laughed oh please you’re not going to cut us off

you’re too nice for that I smiled I guess Youk find out Mark’s face fell I stood up smoothing my dress and grabbed my purse from the back of my chair the whole table watched me like I was about to detonate a bomb Rachel my mother said her voice edging toward Panic now don’t be rash we’re family you don’t just turn your back on family I turned to look at her my expression unreadable you all turned your backs on me a long time ago with that I walked toward the door wait Lisa blurted out scrambling to her feet

you’re not actually serious right you’re not really cutting us off I opened the front door the cold air rushed in cutting through the warm suffocating air of the house I looked over my shoulder my voice calm almost casual enjoy the shoes Mark and then I stepped outside closing the door behind me I barely made it to my car before my phone started buzzing mom I let it go to voicemail then Lisa ignored then surprise surprise Mark I smirked to myself shaking my head as I climbed into the driver’s seat that didn’t take long I wasn’t even out of

the driveway when the first text came in okay uh-huh very funny you made your point can you send the money now I rolled my eyes and put my phone on silent the drive home was peaceful for the first time in years I felt a strange sense of freedom I didn’t have to play the role of the nice one anymore the one who always forgave always gave always put up with their nonsense I was done but they they were just getting started by the time I got home my phone had exploded with messages Lisa had sent Rachel don’t be so dramatic family is

family mom said you don’t mean this we raised you better than this Dad uncharacteristically brief just sent call your mother and then there was Mark who had sent far too many messages for someone who supposedly didn’t care at first it was the usual Mark nonsense mocking condescending assuming I’d cave like always you’re really cutting us off over this unreal then another what are you going to do spend all your money on candles and fancy pillows come on then a final jab fine be Petty whatever then the shift happened hey okay listen I

kind of need that money like soon I smirked here we go I ordered some stuff expecting you to send it this month oh now he was admitting it it’s not just the shoes I may have also gotten a new TV I raised an eyebrow and a PS5 and a laptop but I had it all planned out your transfer was supposed to come in today ratch come on I took a slow sip of my tea scrolling further you’re seriously not answering this isn’t funny they’re going to charge my card tomorrow Rachel I don’t have the money to cover it do you want me to go into debt I nearly

choked on my tea oh this was gold Mark wasn’t just inconvenienced he was in real trouble for years he had lived with this smug confidence knowing I’d always come through always help he had spent money he didn’t have because he assumed I would keep paying and now he was desperate a notification popped up incoming call from Mark I let it ring then another and another then a message short and to the point pick up the phone I sat back watching my screen a slow grin forming on my face for the first time ever I was the one in control they

thought I’d just roll over that I’d let them Gaslight me into believing it was my fault that I was being unreasonable but they forgot one very important thing I was done being the family’s ATM and Mark Mark was about to learn exactly what that meant I put my phone down and stretched out on the couch feeling more relaxed than I had in years let them squirm let them panic I wasn’t their safety net anymore and they were about to feel what that really meant Mark had always been Reckless with money but this this was something else he had gone

ahead and racked up a bunch of charges on his credit card fully expecting me to cover them like I always had and now that I wasn’t playing along he was spiraling I scrolled through his messages again shaking my head a new TV a PS 5 a laptop and that was on top of the expensive shoes he’d already mentioned earlier how much had he actually spent knowing Mark he’ probably gone for the top-of-the-line versions of everything assuming it didn’t matter because I was footing the bill but now the reality was hitting him hard I put

my phone on silent and turned on the TV ready to enjoy my evening but before I could even pick something to watch my phone lit up again another call from Mark then another and another he was relentless I ignored them all but then after a few minutes my phone buzzed with a message from Mom Rachel call your brother now I scoffed oh now she cared funny how that worked then another one this is serious heun’s in trouble you need to help him I took my time finishing my drink before even considering a response then a message

from Lisa okay look I get that you’re mad but you’ve made your point can you just send the money now heun’s freaking out I grinned they were starting to crack then Mark again Rachel if you don’t send the money tonight I’ll be in trouble do you get that I can’t pay for this oh I got it all right I let another 15 minutes pass the messages kept coming then finally one that really made me laugh Rachel please ah there it was the desperation I let that one sit unanswered for another 10 minutes before finally picking up the phone and calling

Mark he picked up on the first ring finally Rachel what the hell you’ve been ignoring me all night I leaned back on the couch oh I saw your messages I was just busy busy busy doing what relaxing he made a sound of pure frustration Rachel you don’t get it I know Mark you don’t get it my voice was calm but firm you assumed I’d keep paying for you you didn’t even ask you just went ahead and spent money you didn’t have because you thought I’d be there to bail you out again there was silence on the other end then he scoffed oh come on you’re really

this mad over some dumb reunion it was a mistake we forgot to tell you big deal but now you’re punishing me for it that’s insane I shook my head no mark this isn’t about the reunion it’s about the fact that I’m done done being treated like a walking wallet done being lied to done being used his voice Rose used oh my God Rachel you’re so dramatic you’re acting like we’re stealing from you we’re family you have money it’s not like it’s a big deal to you there it was the entitlement the expectation the sheer audacity of it I let out a short

laugh well you really don’t see it do you see what that you’re being completely unreasonable no that I don’t owe you anything I was helping because I wanted to but now I don’t want it anymore you can’t be serious he breathed Rachel you can’t do this I already spent the money I can’t just return everything not my problem I said simply you don’t get it he snapped they’re going to charge my card at midnight if I don’t have the money my account is going to overdraft you’re just going to let that happen I was quiet for a moment letting

his Panic settle in then I spoke my voice calm yes I am he let out a strangled laugh like he couldn’t believe what he was hearing Rachel Rachel come on just this one last time just send it and I swear I’ll never never ask again I sighed that’s what you said last time in the time before that in the time before that this is different no it’s not it’s exactly the same you made a reckless decision thinking I’d clean up your mess but I’m not doing that anymore Rachel his voice cracked slightly please I almost felt a twinge of sympathy almost

but then I remembered every time I’d been dismissed every time they’d laughed at me every time they treated me like an outsider in my own family I stood firm you’ll figure it out I said good luck then I hung up within seconds my phone started buzzing again I ignored it then a message from Lisa what did you just say to him he’s freaking out I didn’t answer then Mom Rachel you are being cruel HEK your brother you have to help him no I didn’t and finally another message from Mark you’re going to regret this I smiled turned off my phone and

went AB bed let him Panic let them small panic because for once I wasn’t the one losing sleep over it the next morning I woke up to a ridiculous amount of missed calls and messages Mark Lisa mom one after another all trying to get me to Cave but I had already made my decision I wasn’t backing down I took my time getting out of bed made myself a nice breakfast and scrolled through my messages while sipping my coffee most of them were the same guilt tripping whining and demands but then I saw something new Rachel I swear to God if you don’t send

the money I’ll come to your house myself I raised an eyebrow oh a threat now then another message this one from Mom Mark is on his way over please just talk to him I set my cup down inside so that was how they wanted to play it fine letun play about an hour later just as I was finishing up some work my doorbell rang I already knew who it was I opened the door to find Mark standing there looking like an absolute mess his hair was disheveled his shirt was wrinkled and there were dark circles under his eyes he had clearly not slept Rachel he said

trying to keep his voice steady we need to talk I crossed my arms and leaned against the door frame talk about what I thought I made myself pretty clear last night his jaw tightened I just look I messed up okay but I need you to help me out this one time one time I tilted my head you mean just like last time and the time before that his hands clenched into fists come on you have the money it wouldn’t even hurt you I let out a short laugh that’s the problem Mark you think my money is your safety net that it’s

just something you’re entitled to but it’s not he let out a frustrated sigh running a hand through his hair Rachel I don’t have time for this the charges are hitting my account today I stared at him Mark I just want you to take responsibility for once in your life his face Twisted into something ugly this is because of the reunion isn’t it you’re being petty over a stupid party I laughed again oh trust me Mark this is about a lot more than just that he was breathing heavily now like he was barely holding himself together so you’re

really not going to help me nope his hands clenched at his sides his nostrils flaring then as if something in him snapped he hissed you’re just a selfish brat you think you’re better than us because you have money news flash Rachel you’re not you’ll always just be the pathetic little sister who had to buy her way into respect and when you finally lose all that money don’t come crawling back to us because we won’t care I didn’t even Flinch I just smiled good to know Mark now get off my property he stood there glaring at me

waiting for me to Cave but I didn’t after a few tense seconds he let out a bitter laugh and turned to leave fine whatever don’t help me but don’t expect this to be over I watched as he stormed off muttering under his breath as he got into his car my phone buzzed again a message from Mom Rachel what did you do Mark is furious I shook my head and shut the door sending a final message to my family I’m done don’t ever ask me for money again it felt final I hit send turned off my phone and went on with my day for the first time in a long while I

felt at peace the following days were quieter my family didn’t reach out anymore and for a while it was like they just accepted that I wasn’t coming back to the role they always put me in their ATM their backup plan their easy way out I didn’t hear from Mark or Lisa it was a relief but also a bit strange a week passed and then another I didn’t even think about them that much I focused on my work my life and doing things for myself then one night I got a message from Mark I messed up I don’t know what to do please Rachel help me I stared at

it for a moment feeling no rush to reply I wasn’t Angry Anymore I wasn’t frustrated I had simply moved on I deleted the message without responding the next day I went about my routine completely unbothered and in that moment I realized that for the first time in my life I was living for myself no guilt no expectations just me and that was exactly how I wanted it to stay let me know your thoughts in the comments

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